I wish I could add a countdown on my blog.

It’d be nice seeing how many days are left until Luke and I meet :/ If all goes well, we could meet in a little over 2 months…. Please let this happen 😔

I was finally able to set up my own Minecraft server!

Luke says there was barely any lag and that it’s a lot smoother to play than when he runs the server. I’m so glad I was able to figure it out. We can play without dying out of lag! :D

Such a heartfelt night.

Luke told me about a sad time in his life that really made me cry. I won’t say because it’s very personal. But what I will say is that we’ve gotten closer, and I understand him a lot more than I did before our webcam date tonight. I know why he is who he is  <3

Luke is always so stubborn when he’s sick or not feeling very well.

He insists on staying up no matter how he feels. It’s really sweet and nice of him when he does that, but I hate the fact that I need to be the person to stand up and tell him he can’t stay and that he needs to rest. It breaks my heart when I have to tell him we need to miss the night, and that he needs to sleep :(

Feel better soon babe <3

I feel like we have the best conversations when were on the phone.

All you can do is hear eachother’s voice so were more open to really taking than when were webcamming. We had such an amazing, heartfelt convo today. He amazes me sometimes and he really does put me before himself. He’s incredibly selfless and oh so sweet. Words can’t even describe how amazing this man is, and I feel beyond lucky and gifted to have someone like him in my life. He isn’t just my boyfriend, he’s my best friend. No matter what happens, even if we don’t end up together in the end, he’s always going to be that one person I’ll look up to, ask advice for, comfort me when I need it… My very best friend. My favorite person in the world ❤

Playing Minecraft with Luke:

Me: Ah crap I’m missing wood.
Luke: Know what I’m missing?
Me: What?
Luke: You in my arms.

He does that alot and it still catches me off guard. The sweetest person I’ve ever known ❤

One of the most amazing things about being in an LDR:

is when you’re both on the phone you’re both quiet for a while, you’ll eventually start hearing them breathing deeply over the phone. I dunno what it is, but it’s the most beautiful thing. That happened tonight and it really does feel like he’s right there, and I’m laying next to him. I’ve fallen asleep to his breathing plenty of times and I almost did today. Falling asleep next to him will truly be amazing ❤

Know what’s awesome?

Luke and I are going to be eachother’s first kiss. He’s never had a girlfriend, ive never had a boyfriend before we met. Just imagining the both us having our very first kiss sends me chills. Neither of us knows what it’s like, and we’ll find out TOGETHER. It’s just… Amazing. I’m going to think about our first kiss a lot when it happens ❤

Happy Birthday Luke! :)

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